daddybelovedprince

2007-01-18T13:05:00.000+08:00

1st Timothy 4 verse 7
For God has not given me a Spirit of fear,
But of Power amd of Love and of a Sound mind.

Hello!! Im back...Its a new chapter and a fresh new year with God.

A quick review of 2006, looking back though it wasnt a really good year for me but defintely it was a blessed year as its the year I started off my journey with daddy God and christ in me.Its no longer I who live but christ in me.Best events for the year will be attending church services and recevice the blessing gospal AND HistoryMaker6i(HM6ix) camp!! Went for this camp with a heart of just enjoy and expecting nth but came home without only experience the fun of church camp but received alot from daddy. Most importantly, I felt his pressence (",)

Now its 2007, Pastor prince said its a year of rest. Meaning can pon sch more oftenly, sleep late late, slack?? haha of course not. still have to move on but rest in daddy God and not by rushing with self effort. A new year 2007 shall be a blessED(God alr blessed me for the entire year without me doing anything or seeking for it) year, I'll see the mircle I need come to pass, God will prosper and protect my family. My supernatural healing shall be a new testimony to the people. A great attachment year yeah. haha ( "clever" school dun let me appeal to my uncle's company) alot alot...I really expect alot from God as everything is possible to him and nothing is too big for him(",) I shall not live any second with fear in me, for its the spirit of power, love and a sound mind he had given to me instead of fear.

Alright tt's all..will blog more soon

2006-10-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

Praise and Worship!!

Sing out loud to you O lord!! I praise you I praise you with all I am I praise you!!

During bible study, pastor preach abt praise and worship!! which God really spoke alot to me...I'll still sing to him no matter how others comment abt my voice!! aftall its for God not for man :p Praise come for from the revelation that yeshua surrounded us like wall... Protecting us from devils attack and our enemies!! see!! how much our God love us!! we cant help but to be so blessed!!

Praise him!! even though u are still waiting for your mircle in your life!! In everything give thank to him, Praise God for his faithfulness and goodness!! Man will fail u but GOD will fulfill you!! Isnt he a great God!! o man..the more daddy speak and show to me..it make me getting excited to know more abt him and his gospal!! whoo!!

Dont need to wait for the Sun to Shine,

Dont need to wait for the cloud to clear,

I'll still sing, I know that my God you're so Good,

Dont need to wait for rain stop,

Dont need to wait for the storm to calm,

I'll still sing, I know that my God You're so Good!!

Worship means kiss the lord!! wow!! We worship daddy God knowing that we are deeply love by him and not worship to gain his love!! amen!! so now!! open your mouth and start worshipping him..dun bother abt wad others think of u!! Know the power of your mouth!!

Every now and then Im learning!! this seen to be out of point!! but juz feels like writing out.. haha

Drew these during fri BS!!

-Shalom- peace, joy, rest, bless!!

2006-10-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

God gave me wisdom, to do e right thing at the right time..

I may not be a talented guy, sometimes I can stumble when I talk, I may not be a good speaker, I may not hav the look, may not may not.....

but I know as chirst is so am I.. In him I have (I am) everything!!

God gave me the wisdom to know tt even though in christ I have (I am) everything but I still need to learn!! yah learn!! I need lesser time, lesser effort, lesser energy to learn the same things as others!! Tt's wisdom of God!! amen!! Im kinda hurt by wad happened today!! and I juz confided in daddy God((:

seriously, zh its time to learn some musical instrument...dun always give up half way yeah!!let's GO!! -shalom-

2006-10-23T18:54:00.000+08:00

Pefect Love cast out all evil!!

Awesome God with perfect love showering all over me!!

No fear No condemnation No worry!!

Been feeling uncomfortable ever since sch started, nv really notice it till everyone came asking "are u ok??" "alright?" having pms??" For me myself, dun even noe why Im feeling tt way..Maybe Im not used to e changes back to sch, instead of being together wif ppl in christ..

Jesus I'll believe In you,

Jesus I belong to you,

I believe tt even though I am reacting wrongly to my problem, you still love me and I'll still belong to you..When everything doesnt seen right, e only right out of all wrong is to look upon you and throw all problems to you and trust in you((:

Shalom Shalom,

Sar Shalom....

abba, thank for sending your only begotten son to die for me, thank for giving e peace I need..show me!! guide me!! lead me!! I know I had e victories!!

I dont care what the world throw at me now,

Its gonna be alright!!

Cause I know that God save MY day!!

currently In sch now.. hardworking eh..haha today is a day full of favour man!! I managed to understand wad's lecturer teaching of e circuit stuff..den thr's a last min test given..right at e beginning, I was staring at e paper, wondering whr to start drawing, I prayed sliencely for e holy spirit to guide me...and really e image of complete circuit flash in my mind..n I quickly get it done and present to lecturer..though its not perfect but at least his comment was Im near to 100% right!! whoo..praise God!! tt's all Im gonna share today.. joining nich n evan for dinner soon!!

-Rest In him-

2006-10-20T00:53:00.000+08:00

There is no one else like you((:

I'll always call upon your mighty name=D

You will always answer!! Though sometime I may not feels your pressence but I noe you are always there for me

You are my everything:))

Fill all my needs and desires with your great mighty love

Thank you daddy God

Thank you Lord Jesus

There is no one else like you!!

-shalom shalom-

2006-10-18T00:52:00.000+08:00

.... wad'up wif blogspot?? how cum all my french sentence kanna corrupted??!!

2006-10-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

When u are facing a huge problem in your life, until thr isnt any solution u can tink of!!
So wad will u do??
commit sucide??o man tt's foolish
jump down from building?? pls dun stain the floor wif your blood
take poison??pain pain
drown yourself?? pls dont pollute the sea or swimming pool
cut your vein?? too slow la
any more?? dun even bother to think man

Thr's a period when Im facing a huge problem is my life, I admitted at tt moment I had tot of ending my life... But I din!! N today Im glad tt I had cast away tt foolish thinking!! Cuz I had shouted out for JESUS..and everything seen to brighten up!! amen!! PPls..Jesus is the only prowerful name tt u can shout out at the crucial point of your life ((: nv hesitate to shout for Jesus!! For he who call upon him will not be abandon!! amen!!

whoo..the first day of sch was so full of favour man..first is medicine, 2ndly is cab, 3rdly is lectuerer, so on... den after sch met CG for dinner..o man really love this branch of bros n siss!! I like tt flow!!

Today was the first day for IS french lesson!! N I got myself a french name yeah!!
BonjouR Je M'Appelle LauRenT!!
Je suis né à NUH à singpour,
J'HABiTE à BukitBatok à Singpour,
étudiant à de ngee ann poly,
Jé Suix célibataire, J'ai Dix-Huitans,
oui oui tt's all!!

e class was full of laughter, n by e wisdom of God I manage to sing ABC in french!! end up kanna challenge by lecturer!! o man..fun fun!!

Bonne nuit =D
-shalom-

2006-10-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL REOPEN!!!

Shalom Shalom,
Shalom Shalom,
Shar Shalom!! ((:

2006-10-15T01:47:00.000+08:00

Our God is an awesome God
He reigns from heaven above
With wisdom, power and love
Our God is an awesome God

awesome God indeed!!! whoo..yest campus pastor shared abt how to deal with sch life!!I got this habit of having this fear which came out from nowhere whenever its nearer to sch start.. maybe fears of things like will i get a good lecturer, difficulties of modules, cant complete my work, no time to hang out..so on.. hahaha
BUT
NOW!! its different!! I'm gonna start my first new sem with christ in me, holy spirit to guide me, daddy God to watch over me..I believe this sem is gonna be a much much better one!! An interesting & exciting and full of enjoyment!!! whooo!! I got the favour of God over my lecturers, over my sch work, over my exams and tests!!! Amen!!! As he is so am I!!

whoo!! Praise God.. she had move on another small baby step with daddy!! I'm just feeling so happy for her((: daddy look after her!! fill all her needs with your mighty Love!!

For me, hmm... Im gonna arrange my timetable well..favour favour k..so tt I'll not let busy of sch cover over christ!! I really enjoy serving daddy's ministry.. more to come, more to learn, more to digest, more more more!!!

Again, life without love is meaningless!! I really thank abba for he so Love me..Im so filled with his great Love!! Thank him too for sending every single barakah to my life.. to ppl i dun really "notice" your are still a blessing from God yeah!! ((:

Its the TIME of my LIFE!! whoo!! isnt life so beautiful In christ!! enjoy!!

shalom=D

2006-10-11T01:07:00.000+08:00

How do u value yourself??

Im goodlooking,
Im the best of all mankind,
Im muscular,
Im handsome,
Im strong,
Im healthy,
Im wealthy,
Im cool,
Im kind,
Im nice,
Im someone wif a great charisma,
Im intelligent,
Im delligent,
Im shining brightly,
Im fastwitted,
Im a good speaker,
so on...on...

this's how I value myself!!

Its because ' As Christ Is So Am I'

In him I hav no lack!! amen!! life is beautiful =) enjoy!!

2006-10-09T01:46:00.000+08:00

Favour of God!!
Im going for HM6!! whoo tt's really e favour of God tt my dad allow me to go =) I'll boldly say tt I love this dad of mine!! haha
But somehow I dun really feel good cuz my sis cant join me for e camp
still I believe my dad will be saved n my sis will join us for HM7!! sis!! juz wanna tell u u are a good sis but pls control your temper :p

I always believe for "who where when why how" is not coincident..Its God-incident
Like yest when everyone is going home..left wif me, hanyuen, huiyi, lucas...n we decided to stay back n juz hang out..I can see its wad God arrange n he really bless over this fellowship man..we shared alot!!! N surprisingly these are e ppl tt i dun usually chat much wif..now we got to noe each other well..more sharing coming!!

God will place u In e right place wif e right ppl at e right time!!

den on e way home..Im alone..yeah so I juz simply spent time wif daddy God n reading e bible..recently Im fond for bible..whoo..Im serious k.haha...agn I'll ask daddy to show me wad he wan me to share wif my bros n siss!! He first show me Matthew 8:1-17..den I was like err... daddy u wan me to share wif them abt healing?? den he answered me : son dun always tink of wad to share wif others...y not tink of wad i wanna share wif u?? only u..yeah It speak abt my current situation..Matthew 8:17 "He Himself took our infirmities And bore our sickness" amen!! Jesus had bore agn wif all my sickness n disease!! so y shld I still worry abt when am I gonna e certif healed?? for Im alr healed by his strips!! amen!! Im juz waiting for it to manifest!! Im getting excited!! beside this God still show me sth tt i can share wif others which is in Matthew 6: 25-34 & 7:1-12

Its getting late so Im not going to share it here!! Are u excited to noe wad's I gonna share abt Matthew 6: 25-34 & 7:1-12?? come find me n I'll share wif u yeah!! =) Our God is a Great God, Its only for u to discover how Great Is our GOD!!
-shalom-

2006-10-02T11:36:00.000+08:00

WHY??
why must i still do tt particular thing when i knew it's consequence??
yest was a "tsunami" day.. My emotion juz got up n down den down down..
I dun even noe y, out of e sudden i got e fear in me.. Isit this fri checkup?? or isit HM6?? or isit i did sth which i think i had irrespect my shepherd??
aft service everyone was having their dinner at long john while me n zm decided to hav some light snack instead.. so we went to BK.. guess wad?!?! he received a 50 bucks blessing from God =D Meanswhile while everyone was engross in their conversation, out of e blue e fear arose in me, I wish tt i could juz walk away n be alone with daddy God but i choose not to..if not it'll be quite obvious tt sth is wrong wif me..tot alot at tt period n i even turn to e gospel of God.. which amazingly he spoke to me..in 1John 4:7-21 God's love for me is so so so much more than i could take.. for God love me so much, why shld i still fear of checkup result?? or fear tt i cant go for HM6?? or fear tt e shepherd will be unhappy wif me?? He'll filled all my lack wif his love..
Finally i got to see her yest, I felt happy upon seeing her n tt's e fact.. but i dun wish to be conscious abt her...I want to be conscious abt God's love for me so tt I could use his love to love her..
Maybe Im not going to start serving in mandrin/hokkien service... I had tot over it for e whole nite..though God really ans to my prayer but i maybe too anxious in joining..so I shld forcus more on e youth as for serving in m/h I may push it 1 or 2 years later..Im meeting samuel bro for lunch ltr n hes bringing a fren along..Im glad tt finally I got e chance to hav fellowship wif this bro..lord u are so wonderful indeed..bless e fellowship n let e holy spirit guide me =)
-shalom-

2006-09-26T02:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

woo..so happy lah!! finally Im a man not a boy anymore!!
I know tt my future is so bright
I know tt Im so blessed everyday
I know tt Im so well-loved of
I know tt Im gonna serve daddy's ministry well
I know tt Im more matured now
I know tt I got more responsibility now
I know..
I know...
I know he will nv forsake me ((:

Happy Birthday Boy!!

Gonna run to BBDC le...Here i come!!! ahhh!!!

2006-09-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

how great is our GOD??
greater than e universe leh!!

whoo..let me see whens my last entry..
wah!! 20 days ago..
have been quite busy for e past few weeks..
eat lah slp lah play lah dream lah n whatever lah..haha
went to help out e mandrin/hokkien ministry for their mid-autumn celebration..
is tt call serving e God's ministry??
YESH!!! It is..n its not only pack mooncake lr..thr's others stuff to do..
really enjoy serving for those 2 days..its awesome!!
seeing so many souls been saved..
seeing ah gong ah ma smiling at u..
seeing ah gong ah ma so happy when they got saved..
can your see how great is our GOD??
regardless of who u are..as u believe in him wif whole heart n faith..
he will not forsake u instead he save YOU!!
get to noe many bros n siss from m/h minstry during those two days..
looking forward to join them serving in m/h ministry..
i'll pray abt it n see how..((:
n of course those bros n siss from campus who i serve wif..its a great time spending wif your..thr's MORE to come!!
whoo!! The day i waited LONG is coming!!! N its TML!! whoooo...M18 Im here to see u..haha..kiddin..will be going str to BBDC(bukit batok driving center) to register..daddy will bless over it..everything will go smoothly for me..n i can successfully get my licence fast n once..=)
My dad's side celebrated my bdae yest..first of all..thank them!! n their ang bao..haha
but one thing Im not sure whether they are here to celebrate my bdae or play majong?? when its time to sing bdae song..they are still playing..nvm..maybe they enjoy more wif tt..
My mum's side celebrated mt bdae last sun..tt's awesome...mum cooked Jap dishes..yumm..
as my mum's side aunts n uncles are all in christ..so we got much to share..we hav a great fellowship...really love them..thank your!!!
can see e diff?? haha..but its ok..no matter who u are..i'll still love your..
as daddy's love for me is so so so much tt it overflow n i cant help but to love YOU!! yeah YOU!! who ever is reading my blog now..n my family,NP family,christ family, friends.......blah blah blah..
n I noe this year is really a diff year for me...a diff n good year..a diff n better summer break..a diff n best ME..all becuz I got a Great GOD!!!
all e earth rejoice!!!
yest had a good sharing time wif unlce lamyi n aunt christin..thank God for sending them to me..they are such a blessing from you..aft sharing wif them..I realise y others can see their healing instantly n not me..I had been too eager of seeing myself healed...getting e doc to certif it n show & proof to e public n my family...for Im too concious abt those things..I forgot his words n his strips..for Im healed by his strips..the glory shld be all to Lord Jesus n daddy God..n Im alr healed, Im juz waiting for it to manifest..amen!!! nth is too big for him..recently my toothache n lips pain is healed..amen!! Praise Lord..nth is too big for him, Its only how u see it as..
shalom=)

2006-09-05T00:03:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! Im so lazy to blog le...shld ask hs to motivate me...dear heavenly father, is thr anything tt i can use to rec my voice den post it here instead of typing?? :P

kk since Im here, i'll juz blog ba...haha

woah..yest was so full of FUN man..first was e sermons..den its blind mice...blind mice wont be fun without u guys...really enjoy the pressence of daddy n your...though e game is kinda childish but who cares..Im still a youth n Im forever young..hahaha

Went for checkup this afternoon...Praise God for it show a positive result though some wasnt tt gd but still thank God for it..

Btw I find tt my tag box is freezing cold leh..wad'up man...cum'on ppl view my blog n TAG more to show me yr support..when i noe thr's ppl reading it den I'll blog more mah..if not err.....yea..

wooot..enjoy holi!!

2006-08-31T00:14:00.000+08:00

Juz for a laugh :D

"A Charlotte, North Carolina man, having purchased a case of rare, very expensive cigars, insured them against .... get this .... fire. Within a month, having smoked his entire stockpile of fabulous cigars, and having yet to make a single premium payment on the policy, the man filed a claim against the insurance company. In his claim, the man stated that he had lost the cigars in "a series of small fires." The insurance company refused to pay, citing the obvious reason that the man had consumed the cigars in a normal fashion. The man sued ... and won!! In delivering his ruling, the judge stated that since the man held a policy from the company in which it had warranted that the cigars were insurable, and also guaranteed that it would insure the cigars against fire, without defining what it considered to be "unacceptable fire," it was obligated to compensate the insured for his loss. Rather than endure a lengthy and costly appeal process, the insurance company accepted the judge's ruling and paid the man $15,000 for the rare cigars he lost in "the fires." After the man cashed his check, however, the insurance company had him arrested... on 24 counts of arson! With his own insurance claim and testimony from the previous case being used as evidence against him, the man was convicted of intentionally burning the rare cigars and sentenced to 24 consecutive one year terms. "

tt's it..hahaha

2006-08-29T03:13:00.000+08:00

blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don blog or don

hahaha..these are wat in my mind few mins ago..feel like blogging when ly remind me tt it's a long time since i post le..yea truth quite a num of day(S) le.. whoa exam juz ended..holiday juz begin..enjoy!! let's start from last fri?? hmm..tt's e last paper of e exam, aft tt hav a great aft exam celebration lunch wif F03 den met kel, paul n some others to peninsula to shop for Jersey..oh yar!! this season liverpool home kit is so damn nice la..Abba I wan it!! giv me giv me.. round in e evening met e CG for dinner at Marina bay...met alex, justin n john for flying kites be4 others came...u noe flying a kite is like our abba lifted us up high but he still secure us to him((: another great dinner n fellowship..gg acade alone is dull but wif them is FUN((:
Sat went for campus..wooo..jumping around enjoying e pressence of God n bro&sis,
Sun went for main, cai hua's dad got saved..congrat!! n i could see how happy she is.. I believe soon it'll be my dad who got save..in Jesus name. amen!! Ever since Im back from exam period, to this big family, I felt lost n out, somehow I dun feel tt Im belong to here...I cant catch up wif wad ppl's talking abt, I cant bring myself back to e group, I felt neglected, I felt lonely, I felt out-cast, I felt...................................... so most of e times I had been staying silent =X But today is a great turning point...once agn Im back..daddy Im back!! I noe how much you loves me..how much you cares n how much you are willing to giv me...thank you!! N i could aso see tt how much I am to this big family n how much they love me...It's like a puzzle...u are 1 piece of this big family, u doesnt need to change yrself to fit into it, juz be yrself n everyone will still love u for who u are but u hav to find yr right position to fit yrself in n everyone will do their part to make this puzzle a nice n whole one...
Juz got heard of e news tt my uncle got injured by e machine n his leg is broken..OMG..it's damn scary n tragic..but i'll keep him in my pray..n I believe e blessing on me is so much until it'll overflow to ppl around me..amen!!
thank you abba thank you thank you...wif all my life I thank you even when i can still breath now..I'll still thank you for tt ((:

2006-08-19T14:26:00.000+08:00

finally the biggest n exciting league is starting tonite!!!!
EPL IS ON

woo..n my favourite team LIVERPOOL is having e opening first match...

Liverpool had alr won e EPL cup, Champion league Cup n so on in wadevea game they play they shall raise the cup up high...right abba?? in Jesus name!! amen!! haha

kk ciaoz..gonna study le den tonite can watch this exciting game..

YOU"LL NEVER WALK ALONE

p.s{ thr is tagbox n photos at the top right hand column..juz scroll down..n the liverpool logo is a link to liverpool official website..kk do tag n overflow it }

2006-08-19T02:17:00.000+08:00

so near yet so far

when will e obstacles be clear off??

im trying n u're turning away...

had my 1st exam paper out of 5 today...thr shld be no problem ba..

God is good..he gave me more than i asked..I wished for only having 1-3 papers for exam but he gave me 5..grace grace man..

today got CG too..oh yay..it's great, each CG session is getting better n better..reali enjoy having praise n worship wif them..

went for supper after tt..which is also my 1st supper wif CG..wooo..it's fun n i reali enjoy time spending wif them..it's nt becuz of e nice supper but the great fellowship n God pressence...

left wif amy n charis after supper, shared alot wif amy, n i roughly rem tt she asked me this qn " Do u enjoy e CG??" n my ans is I LOVE my CG...I enjoy e relationship i had wif them..n it'll get better n better till e best...

next week 'll be a quite busy..everyday exam exp wed break..wanted next week to pass fast..den 'll be sem break.yayy!!

nite everyone..blessed!!

2006-08-16T02:41:00.000+08:00

woo!! finally get it done!!

a new blog skin

plain n simple

hope everyone will like it

edited most of the layout :P

2006-08-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

huh?? orh?? Im juz feeling so blur now...The class is having PCS now n Im dozing here, so i chose to come blogging to keep mysefl awake..nth much to say leh..juz feeling so slpy den my pair of eyes could hardly open la..Din slp well yest nite...yawn~~yest morning go hospital aft tt back to sch lib did the OOP from 1+pm - 6+pm...halfway thru i fell aslp n i saw JO..tot Im dreaming lorr...till my fren told me tt someone juz called me....blur blur laa..Back home did e web designing project from 9pm onwards till 3+am den fell aslP...slp..slp..woke up at 5+am n found tt my lappy is still (* OUCH!!! OMG i can even fell aslp while typing man n hit the table urghhh) on..den i realised tt i havent finish my project yet..OMG it's only 2hr+ more to sch le...live live live lah.. quickly do wad i could den chiong to sch le..

Praise Lord..i dun hav to wait long for e cab..den reached sch do a final touch up on the project n SUBMIT..finally finally..left only tml's OOP presentation.In e beginning Im like kp complaining of the troublesome web design this n tt..but when u were see wad u done finish..wooo..it's realli please u mann..overall worth it laa...

seriously i nid a bed right now..a comfortable, smooth, soft, springy bed..wahh..shiok laa..abba giv me tt now..o.0...My body are like jelly now..swaying here n thr...my eyes are dry n pain upon facing the lappy screen for more than 18 hours...

i got this unique math calculation:
homeworks + assignments + projects + exams == stress/excited/tired/white hair/pale look/dizzy/headache

hen lei hen lei ahhh....

2006-08-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmm..was doing my web designing project now..den all of sudden got this feeling to blog..so ya..Im here..=P

Received a called from hospital today, it's a call tt in my life Im most unwilling to pick up de..but no choice i still hav to pick...den e nurse informed me tt instead of gg on e 16th for appointment it hav been changed to tml...cuz the blood test i took today shows tt my calcium is low..well it may be e fact but fact can be change unlike truth forever remain...n the truth is Im healed by the strips of Lord Jesus..Amen!! I keep reminding myself this but it seen like thr is still some worry in me..I wish to hav someone to talk abt this but I find it hard to approach anyone...So I'll still find my daddy God..tell him all my troubles..my problem..I dun understd wad's gg on n wad's happening but i noe he will make it all well for me...His favour is in me..
Now mum hav given this new rules...I had to slp be4 12am(whoops its alr aft 12 now), I muz watch my diet, I muz take my medicine on time n regularly....

Next is sch...Im NOT STRESS at all la...nono not stress...only got so many projects needa finish by this week...today juz had a presentation follow by thr are 2 more this week...Exam EXAM exam keep charging towards me le..OMG 5 PAPERS..grace grace!!! Muz go into sceret training le..prepare all my weapons n armors for this battle...n of course my shield... Lord Jesus...

No matter how BIG my problem is...Daddy God will hug me tight in his arms...No harm n devil shall come near me...I had his strength, his wisdom, his healthiness...as christ is SO am I..Amen!! I'll still thank God for the Good n Blessed day!!!I shall carry on my project le..oh yar..Glad tt my tagboard is live agn...everyone listen!! Thr's no limit to it..bu yong ke qi de..tag n overflow it kae..FILLED it..

Here I am to worship,
Here I am to bow down,
Here I am to say that you're my Lord...

Thank You abba..
Thank You Jesus...

2006-07-27T23:32:00.000+08:00

Once agn Im back to u Lord...Im sorry tt becuz of my busy life I drifting away from u...N i can see tt everyone was so excited abt tml praise n worship nite...so am I ((: As from wad bok shared we shld go wif an expecting heart ya...I noe i'll go wif a heart wif nth else in it but U...

Im juz speechless of how great U're working on my life...making everyday a blessed day for me..having everyone beside me to be a blessing from U..I really thank U daddy God...

I wasnt feeling well in sch today...dunno y but juz feeling uncomfortable n i cant concentrate on wad Im doing...end up gotta redo my website designing...n while redoing i kp repeating the same mistakes..so havda redo n redo la..arrrghh!! Den suddenly I realise tt thr's alot of topic till now i still dun realli understd it...n I got lotas of assignment tt nid to be complete...den exam are coming soon...5 PAPERS!!! My fren said 2 paper for her is alr too much to study for le...n i got 5??o.0 Im juz feeling lost , stress , uncomfortable , blur....Den juz measured my BP n found tt it quite high ya...n im not sure y leh..all of sudden I juz tot of praying in tongue..n i juz kp praying den took out the healing book n read it...It was reminded by mum tt it's period since i read it le..I juz prayed n read it n listening to worship song...ease myself..

going orh orh soon le..it's time tt i realli nid a gd rest le..rest in him..((: I realise tt Im nth without him...but Im strong wif him...haha..i believe tt tml will be a fun day man..I gonna put everything aside n enjoy myself to e fullest...MAD MAD MAD..wooo...den sat got IS event to puala ubin..everything shld goes well...amen..

REST IN HIM!!! nitezzZzz

2006-07-17T01:03:00.000+08:00

hmm..back to blog agn..let me see wad i can blog abt last week..

A busy busy week...But thank God it's a busy n blessing week...

Mon went for sch till 6 agn..yawn..so sian la..n nowadays like no mood to study...n e whole class was so empty..most of them Pon class cuz need to rest after WC game..-.-

Tue as usual went for IS lesson n debate wif Richard agn...every tue surely got no peace from him de...arrr...den went to H.V for lunch while we discuss abt e project work..

Wed OFF...take leave from sch..haha..cuz i got sth on..so ya..

Thur went fot checkup..thank God as everything went smoothly...den hurry back to sch for last lesson =P...so guai neh..hahaha...but end up we hav class meeting wif advisor..we juz raise out our comment of sch system..wad we like n dislike..wad we wan them to change n improve..blah blah blah de...hahaha..aft sch went to meet up wif alex n nicolas for BS...normally we will cut thru the shopping center from convention hall to tower 4 de...but tt day we took a diff route which is cutting thru from e basement whr the fountain area is n i met HER...haha..dunno y thr seen to be no feeling of hatred but feeling happy abt tt...i decided to wave to her but she chose to ignore n siam from me T_T Daddy am i doing not enuff?? wad more shld i do??

Fri as usual went for sch...haha..we played thieve n dectective sia..ze hao lost his phone den we are like trying to investigate hu's the thieve..we even resort to watching CCTV..n guys..CCTV in sch are real n its working not for show nia..sch end early cuz of MDE games day..i din participate but i juz went thr to ka jiao...den went for sushi competition wif alvan n weilong...stay for awhile n left for CG...oh yar..dunno y..previously my CCA astro was on fri too..n i can feel so tired n lazy to go attend it..but CG is diff..I hav been always looking forward for CG as we gather together to worship n sing praise to our Lord Jesus...The feeling is undescibe-able but it's comfortable ya..

Sat went to bugis wif ABC n yichao...as usual we tok cock tok crap along e way..den while we were having lunch at delifrance..thr's tis group of ger suddenly call out yi chao name..yuan lai shi da ai de ren..haha..den for e whole aftnoon we were teasing him as a "chee hong"...hmm..den walk around n seen mani 50/50 formal kind of jacket n finally got one from DOMANCHI...see e price tagT_T..it's alrighty..Praise God as in him i'll be prosper...wealth is mine!! hahaha..We met yiwen on the way from Bugis street back to Bugis mall..so qiao..
Den left around 2+ to boonlay RC to help up fren in their IS project...which is an event for kids ba..reached thr n saw a crowd of xiao didi xiao mei mei..haha..childhood memories..ahh..so gd..den my job thr was to take photo..Im a Professional Photographer(0_O)v Those kids were so adorable n cute la..The event end at around 6, by tt time siva n kenny had left le...left only me n e 7 gers..so xin fu rite..guys dun envious..cuz go out solo wif mani gers is a torture instead..arrrrr....they bullied me, teased me, blah blah blah de....We went for dinner at crystal jade kitchen..yum yum!! Had alot of fun wif those gers la..n pls dun think yy hor..my fun is like jokin, crapping etcs...

Sun went for mandrin 1st serivce wif family den met up CG for eng 3rd service...service is the time when u can reali rest down n listen to God's word n draw yrself closer to God...amen..aft service saw Jamie Yeo...she was queueing up for 4th service..woww..she's tall n chiO man..reali cant help but take a second look :P...den back home aft service to do those assignment n project agn...Lord I noe you will bless me the wisdom to finish everything on time..thank you Lord Jesus..

You torn the veil,
You make the way,
When you say that,
It is done,
It is done...

Thank you Daddy God
Thank you Lord Jesus

TODAY!!! Im still here blogging..tml sch start at 10am..muz quickly go n slp le..heng these few days got free morning call from JY otherwise Im gonna be late late late le....haha.so chaozz..orh orh time..zzZzZzzzzzZZZZzzz

2006-07-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

yahooo~~~ ITALY WON...hurray!!! I hereby announce WC 2006 " Best player actor" award goes to the Star player Henry!!!! Den " Best actting crew team" award goes to FRANCE....wah..yest match reali fake la...obviously france dive to get penalty de...henry fake fake wanna see someone to be send off n he can drag the time...hahaha..knowing tt they are going to lose..they try dragging n dragging the time so tt they can play n enjoy longer..hahaha

Back to today, yawn~ tired n stress..argh!! Juz finish doin the borchure for the IS trip..haha..think shld be suitable ba..hopefully tml lecturer wont nag nag nag agn..brrr (@_@)! So mani projects thr's WM website designing, OOP Programming, DB dunno do wad leh...ahh..live lah live lah..haha..everything do abit here n thr..Jesus pls send someone over to lighten my stress by helping me..wahaha=P

Juz watched The Fast & Furious ; Tokyo Drift... There's only a word to describe..' Awesome'...a very very fantastic show man...the climax n car used are not inferior to The Fast & The furious and Too Fast Too Furious...I like it so much..wohooo~~~ voom voomm voooomm~~everyday watch aso can sia..hahaha..but sad la..the video clip i dl some part jump some part dun hav..sian 1/2..haha..cinema gonna show it soon le..anybody wanna watch wif me????let's go vooom vooomm vooooommmm.....LOL
After watching the broken video of tt...i got tis urge in setting up my own car racing team...den jio kaki to join in..for ppl like kelvin.F, bokky, gary, bryan, sq, alvan so on n on who share the same interest...haha..can form a team liao..den we shall do tuning n modifying blah blah blah...anybody interested can pm me in my tagbox..hahaha...but first of all i nid a LICENCE..hahaha..gonna buy one licence..lol Dear father God pls give me a Licence asap within tis year..=P

kk..going to slp le..slppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp...
Thank Jesus for blessing my day....
Good day!!

2006-07-09T02:29:00.000+08:00

Jesus Im sorry...
Thank God for forgiving me despite of my doubt in Jesus words n ability...
Im truely sorry..

Im juz at a lost of word to say...thr are mani things I wish to share it out wif someone..but i juz find it hard to put it in words n say it out..

Juz wanna say Im sorry to Dad n Mum n family...

King abba i noe Im wrong...n i noe you will correct me..u'll be my torch in e world of darkness n lead me on...I thank you father God n I thank you Lord Jesus..

Jesus lamb of God,
Worthy is your name,
Jesus lamb of God,
Worthy is your name,
Jesus lamb of God,
Worthy is your name....

I thank you father for blessing my life n forgiven me for all my wrongdoings...
Good Day!!

2006-07-07T23:52:00.000+08:00

mood is down...im feeling so miserable now...upon hearing wad my mum said..it's make feels so uncomfortable...sad is wad i can say now...i reali cant take it anymore le...i reali reali wanted to put an end to this things...aft wad my mum said, I tried not to think abt it le..but i cant..it's juz keeping bugging in my mind...so i came infront of u Jesus...i noe u can bring me out of all tis..u can stop my mind from thinking over all this...i noe thr's nothing i can do but to Praise you n believe in your finishing work...I tried not to let my faith be shaken by those i heard...I noe u my Mighty God will not failed me...You HAD ALREADY REDEEMED me from my problem...Im so tired n strain now...Im gonna break down le...I dun wanna live in e fear n worry...i wanna enjoy my life juz as u wanted me to...I know you will NOT let me go through all this...I know you will lift me up high....I know you will be my shield to block away the devils n evils....I know you had already performed the SUPERNATURAL healing on me....Im a new creation, no sin can behold me, no devils n evils shall come near me...Im a blessed n beloved child of my daddy God..Im the RIGHTEOUSNESS of God in Christ...You know what I want and what I need...thank abba thank Jesus...

dun wanna blog wad is " this thing" tt i mentioned...for if you care abt me, you will ask abt it..

Lord I will glorify your mighty name, I'll be your life testimonial...I thank you father God, n I thank you Lord Jesus...

I Praise You,
You are for me,
I Praise You,
Yes you love me,
I Praise You,
For you are faithful,
I Praise You,
You will see me through...

Thank you heavenly father...I Thank you for everything...thank for being with me all along...I love You..

2006-07-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

wad a day man!! wad's today?? it's wed rite..haha

1stly.. received a morning call from jy n woke up..therepy end late so gonna be late for sch agn...im so sry..

2ndly..after getting everything prepared..i called for a cab...OMG...the auto system operator is full...no cab is ava-.- so hav to wait wait wait..finally gotta..

3rdly..traffic lights...ARGH!!! stop over by red light at all traffic lights area...dehhh~~

4thly....traffic jam..OMG OMG..tt's e thing i worry e most during peak hour...normally it will only jam outside sch de...but today its jammed from e Bukit Timah old fire station all e way to sch......-.-

5thly...it cost me 15 dollar to reach sch..n i ran out of cash..heng can use card for payment..normally it only cost me 6-7bucks nor...darn it...>-<

6thly...classroom so cold..brrr~~so hungry at tt time...grrr~~~

7thly...went to funna IT mall...along e way...e MRT stopped in e dark tunnel...sian..scary sia..later trap thr dunno wad to do..shout?? nono..haha

8thly...went into one of tis shop in funna...when i walk past the entrance..the security alarm RING RING BIN BO BIN BO....diao...wad sia...den i became e central of attention...when i walk away..ppl start to stare at my bag...-.-!!!!

9thly...went up n down round n round abt the whole mall...end up bought a lappy "clothing" for 55 bucks...so ex la...but no choice..tt's e only one tt look nice n can fit in well n juz nice..

10thly...went to try on tt Xbox 360...liew..put two controller..end up only can play one player..e other controller like spoil le..

Lastly...met her n a guy at city hall....speechless sia..dunno wad to say...Ngee ann is juz a small campus..n we hardly got to meet ea other...Spore is such a big island...n yet we can met at city hall...o.O! nv notice her till kel alert me..haha..din even see clearly..cuz she juz flash pass me..haha..

aiyoyo..wad a day...hahaha...but i will still thank daddy God for blessing my day...
Good day..(((:

2006-07-04T01:46:00.000+08:00

yawn!! so tired n slpy now..haha..but still chose to blog a post be4 going orh orh..quite a few days since i blog le..recently was either busy or tired..so mani work nid to do..reali feel like juz leave all e works aside n relax..haha..i pray!! :P

met guan today at np " mama shop" haha..din notice her until she called me..paiseh ahh..i seldom went thr de...n so qiao i met her nor..maybe God wanted to bulid a closer n strong bond among everyone of us in CG..haha..cuz i met jo too..

sch end early today, therefore went wif gz jie n marcus to CAL2 to do our Web Mastering project...do n do n do until i so pek chek wif it..sian..i keep trying n trying but juz couldnt get the effect i wan..argh!! we left thr around 6 while marcus went for meeting, me n gz jie walked to busstop...on e way we chatted abt sch work...she had said tt she was glad to see tt i can cope wif my work n exam..i wish tt i could tell her its not by me myself, it's by my lord Jesus..haha..thk you lord...but i din tell her cuz of her family background, i dun think she will accept wad i say..haha..but i believe my supernatural healing will be a life testimonal for everyone n it will bring glory to God..hahaha...amen..

alright ciao..gonna orh orh le..glad to see tt more ppl are viewing my blog..thk u..hope u're will like it..((:
Good day, a very Blessed day!!

2006-06-29T12:41:00.000+08:00

hmm..so sad man..i failed my WM

Before going for class, i had a sudden worry abt WM result..hmm..has my worry make everything goes wrong?? dunno..or perhap..Got back WM paper scored 43.5..din reali failed tt badly but still upon seeing tis make me feel so stress n hopeless...
think abt tt...n i got tis ans " God has his reason for i din pass my WM"...think i will work harder on WM le..n finish up those un-done assignments n projects...

Going for BS later on...gonna release all my stress thr..argh!!

so moody now..think i will end here le..

Jesus no matter wad, I'll still thank you!! xie xie!!(o.O)

2006-06-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

I juz wan to thank you my dear Daddy God...thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you!!!! I love you lots... I had received back 4 out of 5 common test results le...from den it's drew me nearer to my abba...hahaha..cuz surprisingly i manage to pass all those 4...hehe..Praise the Lord!! I din expect much cuz i had been mc for the 1st 3 weeks of term 1 n honestly i din reali did much prepare for the test...Wad i did was to pray to my abba father...n i noe he had heard me..thank you very much..

My lecturers were all so worry abt me when CT period was getting nearer at tt time..but i still believe tt Jesus will bring me through without putting me to shame instead he will lift me up high...indeed i PASSED my DB too!! haha..today overslept le..whoops..therefore i was rushing all around..tt i rem wrongly my classroom..so gan ka la(paiseh) when i reached tt classrm i was puzzled tt how cum everyone look so strange to me nor...hahaha..den quickly msg Joyce n ask..n in her reply msg beside telling me e venue she mentioned tt i had PASSED DB...i was so so so happy den...i quickly thank LORD..reali thank him alot..hallelujah!! After reaching e class i was told tt Im 1 of the only 5 who pass DB...from den i can reali sense the assurance tt he gave me n the power of his words..hmm.. shld be getting WM tml le...I noe it's will be a good result for me...thank for his unconditionally love... (o.O)

Yest i was on e phone wif kel discussing abt WorldCup agn...ENGLAND ROX!!! hahaha..Den kel had mentioned abt her agn...saying tt she had changed le...slim down..much prettier le...blah blah blah de...It's reali brought back my memory..n tt nite i was thr thinking n thinking n thinking agn...plenty of thought...if im still e old me..maybe i will be thinking tt " AH SHIT LA...shldnt hav break wif her..slim down leh?? turned prettier liao?? haix..so regret la..haix haix".... if i do think in tis way I think i'll be laughing at myself le...LOL...but now wad's my thought was " hmm..maybe tis is God will ba..such tt when we break..both of us will grow maturer towards life..n daddy God will find us each a beta partner de..defintely will"..hahaa..wad i hope for is tt thr is tis day when me n her can sit down n chat like a fren agn...as i had alr said no more hatred can be found in me as Im a NEW CREATION!! amen!!

Gonna be a busy sch life agn..hahaha..project la..assignment la...homework la...sch work la..tis event tt event la..activities la..LOL..if i said tt Im stressless..I muz be lying..hahaha..BUT I'll still enjoy the process of it n see the BEST result after it..As Jesus is always here wif me, nth is of a great problem to me...(-.-)v

JY^oney told u le...Believing is Receiving...believe tt u will hav it..u will den get it...isnt it rite??hahaha..yur CT marks are a testimonial to tt le..LOL
Kel ah kel...dun aways die lah die..y dun u say live lah live lah...do u noe tt the words tt came out from yur mouth is so powerful..so zhun(spot on)...whenever i told u wad i bought for WC u surely throw wet blanket on me..den...haiz..dun say le..hahaha..my ct result aso..urgh!!

kk..ciao..blog agn next time!!
Love Jesus.....

0.0

2006-06-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

Im back!! Its a long long time ago since i last blog a post le..hahaha..recently i've been busy..so will continue blogging some other days ba...
stay tuned!!!

-----TO BE CONTINUED-----

phewwss~~

2006-05-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

Lord if 1 day I fainted...e culprit definitely will be HOMEWORKSSS n EXAMSSSS!!!! Arghs..so mani workssss to do...nv ending of study man..no wonder thr is tis phrase " Huo Dao Lao ; Xue dao Lao" yong yuan xue bu wan!! hahaha...sometimes really feels lyk juz leave everything aside ba..be carefree n enjoy my life...hahaha..go sign on be Pastor!!! Pastor Tay??wahaha!!! Worships my beloved daddy God father...help ppls..sing song..play play play:P hahaha..Praise e Lord...

Haiz..juz a daydream ba..hahaha..if i were to be lyk tt..i may be lack of responbility le..hahaha...sometym really wondering y i was born to be a Singporean...no chioce at all...although it's appear tt e govern gave eu mani mani choices la..but in end is still e same nor...Muz study , Muz shit*oops!!, Muz go fer NS, most importantly...MUZ STUDY!!hahaha..if eu can choose wat eu wish to study...it's ok la..but it's seen tt everything come in package wor...n in every package..there will be sth u like or dislike de...haix..if going sch STUDY n exam n NO sch works:P...wah how nice will it be..wahaha!! OR study n sch works NO exam..yupyupp..not bad too!!hahaha!! argh!! y~y~y~ tell me y~~ Lord tell me y~~~~

At least thr is some where i can really relax myself....is being around wif my christ frens yea N when attend survice...hahaha..no wonder whenever half way thru e service feel lyk dozing zzZZzz off..cuz too comfortable n relaxing le..."an quan gan"hahaha..man aso nid tt yea..wahaha!!!o.O??

btw ever since last week till now..everynite had nitemare sia!! phews..May peace fall on me man!!next week exam le..therefore worry rose up le..hahaha!! argh!! e pace is increasing it's speed le..n i'm rushing thr le...HERE I COME EXAM EXAM EXAM!!! Hey everyone muz rem me in yr pray hor..remember kk..hahaha..thank!!

tt's all fer today..tml will be a beta day..Amen!!

haiz..

2006-05-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

Firstly thank the Lord, today had two quizzzz which i din prepare much for it n i manage to get one pass n e other failed but not so badly la..hahaa...hmm..ever since i was back in sch, i had nv ever met her be4 n today she juz walked pass me...i was in e car stopping thr when i saw her walking pass,you've grown prettier le...haa.. dunno y my mind seen to be flowing allover of all our past...hahaha..haix.beta not think so much le..hahaa..as i'm a new creation..amen..haha

Another normal sch day ba...wake up, shit, brush teeth, breakfast, change clothes, GO scH, den study study study....wad a boring life i lead nowadays...hahaha..argh!!!

Btw Jia min juz show me a webby...n i find it quite interesting n meaningful..so i would like to share it out wif everyone...It's a game stacking up e pig together, it's tend to tell us tt frenship nid to hav a close n strong bonds ba... we hav to help one another to achieve the greatness ya..tis webby hav a smooth n relaxing background n music too...overall it's nice..hahaha..do view e webby n enjoy yea...

[[These Little Pigs]]

alright..gonna rest le...ciaoz..

wow!!

2006-05-25T22:50:00.000+08:00

hmm..got alot of things to share but dunno y...i juz couldnt type it out..hahaha

today my 1st day to BS(bible study)...n WOW!!(`0`) cool man..so fun..really enjoy myself thr..hahaha..n the more i spend wif them..e more i felt closer to them..hahaha

kk..dun wanna carry on le..nitez..tml hav two quiz..May God give me the Wisdom to see me through OOP n NF quiz!!!

tiring n an enjoyable day

2006-05-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

yWad a tiring day...whole day was facing the big pc monitor n own lappy..hav programming lesson almost for e whole day man..my eyes are so blur now(@_@)!!

Today was aso my 1st attend to e CG(cell group) meeting after sch...be4 going i was thinkin tt am i be able to adapt??Is my end lang gd enuff to communicate wif them??n mani mani more ????? came into my mind...n i decided to pray to e God tt everything will goes well for me..yea indeed..everyone was SO friendly..n honestly i really enjoy myself thr..but i wasnt really please wif my own "perform"..i was damn quiet thr sia..haha..may be i'm juz been thr once ba...
hmm..we sing as we pray n doing some introduction among ourselves n we listen to ea other "life story"....overall it's beta than wad i imagin...hmm..at e next meeting i muz buck up my courage n mix around mre wif dem...now is e tym to memorise thier name n remember their look...lolx

yawn~~ciaoz!

mixed feeling~

2006-05-17T01:08:00.000+08:00

Hmm...feeling kinda weird now..but i noe its definitely not a gd feeling cuz my mouth doesnt seen to hang wif a smile...

Hav be vexed over some issue like whether or not to pause for tis sem....mani fren gave their advices...n everyone hav different view but most imptly everyone care for me...some worry tt i will over stress myself n tire out...I really dun wish to c them feeling so worry n sad abt me.. I juz cant make e decision to pause sch when i noe i can still cope but juz to stop their worry...i may be juz wasting my tym...if i were to pause sch i really scare tt i will juz slack off...hmm..n yar its true tt my tym is quite pack now due to e therepy session...sometyme i may hav to rush abt...but i noe after some adjustment n tym management..everything will be well...

[[MY POINT OF VIEW]]
Somehow i'm always strongly believe tt i'm healed by the strips of Jesus....if i chose to pause mean i'm accepting tt i'm not in a gd condition..I DONT accept tt at all...i noe i can..i juz hav to work harder than others...i may not do well for tis term..but i can top it up from e rest of e term...at least i giv it a try...n i dun wish to grad later than others...I really dun wish to see ppl around feeling sad for me or treat me as a sickly child...its hurt me to see tt or hear tt too..so everyone cheer up...hav trust in me..i can de...

argh!!so vexed!!wo zhen de hen fan!!!can eu tell me wad to do???

say say say!! yahoo!!!

2006-05-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone i'm back agn..[[Hallelujah]]

By the help of My Lord Jesus, i fought strongly n stay wif my faith during all those tym i'm in hospital..learnt alot thru tis trip...seen alot..heard alot..there were tym when my mood juz swing high n low..haha..after tis incident it's make me realise tt true love still exist...mani ppl love me man..esp MY LORD JESUS..thank you Lord..its make me thinks tt Y should i be bother abt ppl hu doesnt seen to treasure me..uh hur?! anw no more hatred as it's a sin.. From now on in me thr is only positive feeling..help spread love..haha..Amen!!

Back to sch, after a "break" for 3 weeks finally i'm back in sch le...still alright..a nice feeling..gotta lots of work to catch up le..exam coming soon..I prayed tt everything goes well for me kae..thk Lord..

Lord you had promise me wad eu said in Psalms 91..i thank you Lord Jesus...thank you!!
By the strips of Jesus , i'm healed!! Amen!!

Rite here i would like to giv a BIG special thank to my family, relatives esp all my auntie and all my Beloved frens...THANK!!!!

totally blank

2006-04-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

My world had suddenly turned blank....the earth seen stopped rotating...time seen to stop for me...today was e worest day in my life..if i'll be gone tml..hope tt i'll be remembered..

was at e clinic juz now...intend to visit e doc abt my hand infection...as its became itcy, swollen n rashes appear...but beside tt the doctor notice sth else...i look pale...my eyes lack of blood color..my lips n my hands too...my hand tremble slightly when i stretched both str...n mani more symtons..my heart start to bump faster cuz of worriness n nervous le...den doc decide to took some blood n urine for test...doc had said it may be juz simply tiredness, over-stress n lack of rest...but its can be my gastric is torn n its bleeding in thr or sth to do wif my kidney...omg..i realli dun wish to fall sick pls...i'm so worry...i dun wanna to be a disable person..or a sickly kid...

tt's y i'm so worry tt i'll juz gone in any tym...if tml was to be my deadline...i wish tt she will be thr agn for me..i noe i really miss her...n i really need her...n i wish i could aso resolve all conflicts between me n buddies....n i hope tt i'll be remembered...

Dear heavenly father, can you hear me?? I wish that when the reports are out. I'll be alright..fine de..please help me...thank God..
God Bless....

speechless

2006-04-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

I Miss You!

enjoying!!

2006-03-31T02:15:00.000+08:00

Meet sen jie, ly, marcus n weilong to party world at Orchard today..while weilong was on e way..we had our lunch at paragon "Din tai fong" (*wonder if its spelled correctly) for XIAO LONG BAO..oh yea!!they serve the best xLb i ever had nor....btw its my first tym to party world...compare party world to Kbox..pw is much like taiwan "ye zhong hui"...LOL..their decor, furnising n service waiter n waitress all tt...uncle type of KTV...hahaha

stay thr till 7..den roam around orchard..walkin here n thr..chit chatting...den settle at Thai Express for our dinner...yumyummy... :P hav sth like stir fried seafood kui tiao..dunno how its name in Thai lang...hav a sweet n sour taste..shiok..hahaha..poor marcus n ly..haha..almost requested e waiter to leave the whole jar of water for them..cuz they had ordered sth extra-HOT sia..hahaha..

aftertt, stroll around for while...den Home Sweet Home...
oh yar!!rem..outing create closer bond kae..bye..

woohooo...

2006-03-30T01:40:00.000+08:00

wah..so tired even its a rest day today..hm..today shall post on yest event ba...

woke up(*yawn)!!hehe..went wif granny n uncle to hosp n visit grandpa...

den went to e newly open Civil Servent club at BukitBatok centre wif cousins, sis, dad, uncle, fren...so shiok man..the environment was so beautiful n big..hahaha..some said its look like fantasy island while some think its like sunway loogon..hm..actually we were thr for swimming but its rain so went for bowling instead..budden..the bowling allay were all fully booked..diao..so decided to go Cdanz(Home teamNs) for bowling..hm..memories came upon my mind..i was thinkin about sec school life..when everyone was so close to one another...usually visit Cdanz...haix..after 2-3hr of bowling...dad fetch all kids home..while me, uncle n fren went back to the Civil Servent club agn for swimming..hahaha..as rain had stopped laa:p..oh yea!!!the swimming pool thr was great..hahaha..facilities are gd too...wah..private club are always beta than public place leh..hahaha..for eg..the swimming pool..its not closely packed wif ppl like public pool..somemore thr consist of mani diff types of pool sia..like " wave pool, drift pool....."so shuang manx..hm..left for dinner after 1+ hr of swim..so tiring n hungry le..haven really completely explore around it..will do it soon next time...hehe...

after dinner, went for movie wif them too...watching the show "The Hills Have Eyes"...wah..at first tot M18..muz hav "sth" to see..lol..end up is darn scary movie...wif actor hacking here n thr..yuck!!anw i'm too cold to get frighten..e air -con thr was freezing laa..hahaha...hm..i think tt's all le..feeling tired to continue le..thr is match later..watch or dun watch neh???tml still needa wake up early to meet sen jie, ly, marcus they all for celebration...lol..wondering hu is going too..

thank eu..thank the GOD

2006-03-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

Really Really thank you the lord...our GOD..thank for blessing me n fulfiling my wish...if i'm not wrong whole class had passed...n all my fren too had passed..really thank you..

wohoo..i passed..i passed...i'm content juz to hav a pass..cuz i din even expect a pass for tis sem...a sad case is i had dropped more in GPA...but i had obtained better in grading..at least i had mange to squeezq an A out...though my result wasnt tt gd..but i had really giv my best strike le...another sad thing is i din fulfil my promise to her...a promise is a promise...no matter hu is she or where she is...i had promise her tt i will obtain as many A as i could..but in the end..i did but it was only an A...hm..i'm wondering is she doing fine...how's her result...surely got lotas of A ba..

hm..as i had said..if mircle really happen tis time...i will surely accept n be a true christian de...so may be tis sun..i'm gonna do tt le..yayy...hm..hao le..gtg..ciaoz..

Exam Result Out SOon le...

2006-03-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

hm..left one more day le..tml is 24th of Mar...we can view our result on net from 9am onward..hopefully after tt my holiday mood wont be spoil by it..hehe..trust the GOD..believe in yrself..everyone can make it thru beautifully de...

hm..finally..get to listen abt oop side 'story' le...after listening to it..i really thinks tt everyone hav made some faults ba...our friendship...is juz like a piece of blanklet with tored holes..those holes will represent the faults we hav...i had try my best to amend the hole i tore..hopefully they will do so..eu will only feel e warmth when all holes are mended..ya..hm..i had seen to realise my mistake..which i were abit rush in things..n may be the way i write n express myself..do realli let yr misunderstood...abt my previous apology..i can said i'm realli sincere of wanted the whole conflict to end den i apology de..its not like hu ask me to do tt den i do..if i'm realli tt unwillingly to do tt..even someone ask me so..i wouldnt bother....but since my apology is not appreciate by them..shld i write a apology letter instead???or should i dont?? cuz thinkin of them misunderstanding me till tt deep..it really make me feel uncomfortable..i dun wish for all these to happen de...n nv ever did i think of doin sth mend to hurt others purposely..ya..hm..wad should i do ne???maybe times will realli help me bury everything ba...

if i noe..i shouldnt hav tested her patience...if i noe..i shouldnt hav let her go...if i noe..i should hav show more concern abt her...if i noe...i should learn more in expressing myself better...if i noe..i should be on my guard against those Kpo kia..argh~~!!..if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....if i noe....
i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....i should...i shouldn't....

sometimes life is juz full of regret ba..eu will only realise when things had happen......its all too late...

ALL THE BEST...EVERYONE WILL PASS THRU EVERY MODULES DE....
GOD BLESS!!

hao bao!!

2006-03-19T02:17:00.000+08:00

wah..finally after much postpone n postpone...we had meet up for K box le..den sianx diao..i was thr stoning for the whole afternoon..dunno y leh..hahaha..but overall..still enjoy myself thr...spending time wif frens like them are joy ba...hahaha..

be4 going for K went to citylink addidas shop to buy Angela jie's present..hahaha..she had waited long fer her jacket le...den juz nice i saw a nice black wif white strips jacket too..so bought two at one go...omg..hahaha

Left K earlier than others for home to celebrate mum's bdae..last min change to hav party at home..cuz its inconvinent for elders to travel outdoor...hav a fabulous buffet dinner at home..anw celebrate whr n eat wad doesnt matter..wad matter is everyone can gather n share the joy together...happy happy come first ba..hahaha

after dinner..i was ask to help to bath grandpa...abit cant tahan..but nvm la..hahaha..everyone hav the responbility to look after them ma..we are family..so..how unwillingly..also muz ren..hahaha...

kk..stop here le..tml gonna attend a funeral, heard tt mani NP lecturers will present thr...scare sia...whether they will comment abt my new "hair style"...hahaha..

new style

2006-03-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!woohoo...finally..i see some light le..

Gonna get myself back to start afresh le...den decide to go for hair cut...

early morning was waken up by e LOUD BANG sound..tot someone is going to demolish my hse sia..den happen to see 16 miss calls from frens..hahaha..omg..den realise i had overslept le..oops..sorry everyone~~ den kel n xian came for hse visit...played PS2 wif dem...lucky it still can work..hahaha..so long nv touch it le..after tt..acc kel to sch n fetch his lappy..actually after tt was to meet fren for afternoon tea de..but she had dance practice le...so i'm free at tt tym..den decide to go for hair cut..otherwise dunno when will be free le..reach thr..flip thru mag for reference..den decided to change a new hair style..its cool when eu look at me from my left..but look like beng beng...when eu look from my rite..hahahah..dun get misunderstanding...my intention was juz to hav a completely new hair style..nv cut be4 de..lol..hm..i'm nt ah beng kae..SURELY nt one..
went to meet parent after tt...Dad was puzzled, mum was shocked..hahahaha.cuz of my hair...den dad want me to "re-cut" sia..omg..hahaha..i surely object laa..nono..no way will i did tt..anw hair will grow back de laa...so its ok ma..

think stop here le..gonna go..tml got to work..thr are mani things i wish to say de..but may be nt here ba..byeee

pitiful..

2006-03-15T23:48:00.000+08:00

hm..juz back from work..so hungry..grr~~~hehe..
Work..work...work...e company nv seen to stop down once n rest...hahaha..anw i like to be busy..busy busy busy...as i enjoy e process..hahaha..e busier eu are..e easier eu can forget abt yr unhappiness ma..den finally eu had forget all unhappiness le...eu will den drop dead coz of over strain..hahaha..jkjk...

As usual woke up at 6 30 den off to work..morning did some preparation at fac..den afternoon went out for e funeral de " cu bin "....haix..den we started to chat abt life..we thinks tt living in tis world, e most important thing is happy...not happy go lucky ba..hahaha..enjoy yr life ma..life is so fagile..anyone beside eu may juz leave eu anytime de..so muz cherish everyone rite...cherish every single of Oxygen eu take in..hahaha...make yr life worth it..

den deliver buffet to another funeral...haix..see tt..dunno how mani ppl pass away each day...den off to e "shen tan" area, its something tt do wif temple ba...i think so..yup..went thr to prepare the charity banquet for e old folks de...hm..i guess almost 300++ old folks turn up for tis dinner...mostly are from old folks home de..hm..seeing dem..really pity dem..i'm thinkin whether will i be like dem next tym?? no family member to care for eu, lonely, single, old, sickness......egs....zhen bu gan xiang xiang...dey are so pitiful man...in future if i can earn big bucks..i will surely be generous in my donation de..rite now wad i can do..is to prepare a fabulous dinner for dem...hope dey will enjoy it...hahaha..when dey are leaving..they are waving goodbye to eu sia..see le..will hav a sense of satisfication...yayy(o_0)v lolx...

kae tt's all le..tml off day..so going back NP to upgrade lappy..nite everyone!!

report BOSS!!!

2006-03-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!! I'm back for work le...hm..cuz of exam..so had stopped quite awhile n nv go fer work..den today perform was lagging laa..i find myself slowing down..chop things aso can chop till finger bleed..Omgwd..cant expect myself to be so careless..fried things den ganna scalded my e oil..its was soooo painful man...

hm..den found out tt my buddy resign le..cuz of love ba..he had changed to a job which working duration is round abt e same as his gf..hahaha..at thr he had to start all over agn, earning a salary 1/2 times lesser den wad we giv...SEE tt..so "wei da" "wei ai si shen"...

hm..yest went for e IT show wif xian n kel..wah..damn packed..din expect so mani ppl will visit tt..went thr to look fer external hard drive n hard ware for ms Citycab CPU..hahaha..her CPU bomba le..so funnie..can use untill exploded..surf too much hot stuff laa..so CPU cant take it..hahaha..muz be like tt...Oh yar..motor show on its way le..November..shiok man..its time to try on e cars n motors le..hahaha..

sian..dunno wad to blog le..cuz so tired le..mo mo hu hu juz update sth ba..kk..going off le..tml 7 gt to wake up fer work le..=P

i wish i'm a mute n someone hu doesnt know how to write...

2006-03-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

hm..haix..how i wish i'm a mute n someone hu dunno how to write ba...
so tt i wont say or write anything...thus ppl will nt assume from wad i said or wrote..den thr will be no misunderstanding...no conflicts...

Or having a me born wif no sense of feeling...doesnt noe wad call love n hurt..juz live a normal life without a feeling...doesnt go fer love n dunno wad call hurt..cold blooded??hahaha..ah!! agn tt's life ba

btw i would like to get sth clear...a person wif attitude problem doesnt mean eu can say others freely as eu like...if so..someone wif a hot temper can kill someone without penalize le...am i rite??hahaha

...........

2006-03-07T17:53:00.000+08:00

{{{{I dont wish to explain fer watevea things happened n watevea things i did or watevea things others did to me le... wad others wish to post are their business wad others wan to say are aso their business...

If eu guys believe n trust in me...i'm gladful n thkful..n i will explain to yr..
But
If not..i'm sry..tt's i dunno wad to do le..i wont say anything to yr...n pls stop doin things tt made yr look so childish...

as e more i wan to explain..thr will be ppl hu thinks tt i'm guilty tt's y i'm in a hurry to explain myself...so NO more le..not anymore..if eu ppl cares abt me...eventually i believe yr will come n ask ba...n i'm most willingly to tell yr..

so tt's all i nid to say le..}}}}

hm..wad a Dog year it is..so mani problems n troubles...n rite now..had alr heard so mani fren "pi chia" break off their relationship le...hope everyone will be alright ba...may one day if i can fully walk out from my darkness tunnel...i will surely help yr to get out too...so cheer up ba...=) afterall its juz life...

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2006-03-05T00:03:00.000+08:00

i'm tired of saying tis le..its day 15..n do eu ever come n visit my blog?? do eu noe i wanna talk to eu?? or eu noe but dun care??qn..qn..qn...dont eu wan to ask me anything??

ahhhh!! my muscle so pain sia...pardon now is winter olympic rite..not olympic hor..but i'm seen to be training fer olympic wor..yest fri play soccer, sat swimming, sun maybe going gym, mon playing badminton, tue going bowling....Omgwd..hahahaha..instead of getting fit..i'll turn skinny...hahaha..oh ya..abt skinny rite..yayy(0_O)v..finally i had cut down my weight le..from 78 to 57 kg now..hahaha..seriously its no joke..kid do not try tis at home..kor kor was trained de..lolx..so now is to work out in gym le..hehehe..muscle..muscle..

hmm..swimming was great ya..esp under tis hot weather..soak in cooling water..actually it wasnt counted as swimming laa..cuz fer e whole day i juz soak down thr playing water..hahahaha...CUZ E POOL WAS DARN PACKED...cant even stretch myself..omgwd..kp knocking others..lol..so paiseh..hahaha

kk..so tired..dun wish to continue le....staying up fer liverpool match..oh yea..liverpool is gonna win..WIN..lolx..

oh YAYY!!!

2006-03-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

LING*LING*LING*....its finally HOLIDAY...ah..so good..shuang manx..
hmm..still planning my schedule for holiday ya..hahaha..but no use de..if last min gt to work..den will still ps playing go working..hahaha..i love my work ya!!hahaha...

hmm...its day 14 le..juz wanna talk to eu..to clear our misunderstanding..n we are still fren...

Get on to todae..hahaha..OS mati liao..i had studied e whole nite n went for exam..n yet..haix..dunno hu to blame sia..myself??maybe..but even though..a lazy lecturer is to be blame too...bleh=P...everyone came out shaking their head..Omgwd..even gd student also shake..let alone us..argh!!!y the paper look so strange to us...OS killed me le..may judge sentence it to death..destory OS...lolx..-.-!!

Talk to kel lo abt christian stuff..n he did sth tt touch me..when he noe tt i'm having difficulty in exam..he told me sth..guess wad..' i'll pray for eu '...oh..wad a true fren he is...thank kel...hahaha..

Maybe tis is wad we call action speaks louder than words...hmm.rite..words can be powerful at times..like hurting someone or lying someone..hahaha..afterall..action still speak louder than words ba..eu may sae tt eu love , care n concern fer me..but saying it will always be easier than doing it..prove to me..show it to me..n not said them all to me..uh huh!!!

{And no matter how bad things are in your life, there is always something good you can thank God for. You can focus on your purposes, or you can focus on your problems. If you focus on your problems, you! 're going into self-centeredness, "which is my problem, my issues, my pain." But one of the easiest ways to get rid of pain is to get your focus off yourself and onto God and others. }
by Rick Warren

Hmm..Rick Warren author of The Purpose Driven Life, Rick Warren once said tis in an interview wif him..n i happen to came upon tis..after reading tt interview conversation of him..i felt like emphasis on tis part..(up thr)..hahaha..a meaningful part ba...as we noe life is full of ups n downs..bad n good..facing a bad one now..doesnt mean nth is good fer eu..life is nv perfect fer anyone..its a matter of..whether eu can take it not..no one is born to be facing problems n troubles everyday..try to think of happy moment..try to do things tt make yrself please..love yr life..hahaha..

As fer me..my life is really complicated..fer like..my way of thinking n my lifestyle..etc...i had nv ever gave up tt hope of finding a life partner hu can truely understand me n noe me wellx..n of course muz suit my criteria laa..hahaha..i had been facing lots of lots of problems n troubles..no one noe..as i dun wish to show it out..i had been thinking n thinking over all my troubles..n its made me suffer..till i came upon wad Rick Warren said..its quite true y din i juz forcus more on God and others things...n tym will surely wash away bad memories...N i noe..mani others frens are facing e same situation as me..so i chose to share it out wif yr..

Kae..Love yr life..n not complain abt it..everyone is e same..its e matter how eu look at yrelf..Love n care for ppl around eu..for maybe one day..eu will realli nid them..gtg..holiday le..muz hav FUN n enjoy..huhoooo....

finally!!

2006-03-01T21:59:00.000+08:00

its 12 days le...Omgwd..still waiting in vain...
oH yea!!finally......38 hr n 46 mins later my exam will be over le........Oh YAy(o_O)v..hahaha..

yest programming exam..so tricky..i can say..during revision..Mrs Gwee kept emphasis on "Black box testing and White box testing"...i spent quite alot of time to memorise e two long paragraph defin laa..end up came out to be another two de defin manx..-.-!!hmm..hopefully overall can pass ba..God bless..

Den today ES was alright ba..only first page lots of careless mistake..my AD gone le..sob sob(T_T)...overall hope tt all modules will pass..dun wish to retake la..nv nv nv ever wish to..urgh!!!!

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can chat wif operater leh..nt bad rite..haha..kk tt's all le..bye.. Thank God.. Holiday coming... Angela yr bdae Prezy is cuming too...muhahaa..waited long yea..

a brand new dae

2006-02-26T18:35:00.000+08:00

God Bless..
its 9 days le...
i prayed to e God yest..i had decided to let him take away all my probs n troubles..n i start a brand new dae...new life..new fresh air..new..new...new..everything new..hahaha..as in my msn nick i had said..'an eye fer an eye, e whole will be blind'...(y)aya told me tis yest..n i tot for the whole nite..its also when i prayed to the God..to erase my trouble off..is to let go..haiz...arghhhh!!!!!i'm nt lonely..i can show the world, i'm better off without eu....tt's it..

ahhaha..let's get on ba..hmmx..uh..let me refresh 1st..haha
yar!! today i had accidentally droped two words 'HI HI' in a 'mu lao hu'(tigress) cave...hahahaha..attention pls..she is "rubbish e special one"...muhahaha..end up i ganna biten by her n i fainted quite alot of tym..an interesting fren i can say..haha..making new fren is so gd sia..having one more fren is better than having a foe...rite??hmm..hope tt time will bring me out of darkness..

exam is still progressing..dun wanna let those unhappiness affect me la..urgh!!anw..y isit so unfair ah??EI got to be tested on programming..whereas ECE dun..booo...kelong la..hahaha..kk..gonna stop here le..ciao..anw best wishes to eu n everyone for exam...

thank God!!

i miss eu

2006-02-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

hm..wellx..its 7 days le..i really miss her..miss her pleasant..i miss her hug..i miss her whispering to me with tt three little warming heart words..miss watevea things abt her...these are things which i cant hid..but couldnt show too..
sth i dun understand...y did she chose to trust others more than me??y dun she trust me??causes me to lose trust in her??
i really wish to talk to her..so i gather my courage n i did it yest...haix..we were juz like a stranger??i felt thr is a strong sense of 'strange'...den i msg her when she is gonna have her exam...juz as to woke up early in the morning sending a msg..hoping tt will get a reply..but she din..hurhur..isnt me stoopid??it was really heart-breaking..i noe i hurted eu once..n i'm trying my best to gule it back..for maybe i'm at realli at fault..do eu think its realli only all my faultS??haix..enuff of tis le...watevea shit yr wanna think of me..dun care le..
hmx..abt today CM exam..really dunno wat to say la...in the beginning i really cant concentrate..end up kp moving here n thr..cuz sth juz suddenly kp bothering in my mind...is abt wat happened recently nor..wat yy did to me..how she treat me..n i miss her..think alots..urgh!!concentrate as i said...kp making myself concentrate..look at the paper..end up had quite alots of CARELESS mistakes....omgwd!!haix..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hopefully tml BIS will be a easier n better one...God bless..

나는 유감스럽다

2006-02-23T20:07:00.000+08:00

나는 유감스럽다....i had once spoilt our first valentine day..i wish she could gif me a chance to gif all my valentine day in my life for her...

hmm..1...2...3...4...5....bing!.6 days le..hees..uh.i'm still hoping fer tt day..where we will still like ever...falling deeply in love fer one another...omgwd...

let's get on to today ba..haha suppose to meet kel, ABC, n paul at 11 for studying de.. end up woke up n realise tt its was already 1++ le..omgwd..my phone was den flooded wif miss call sia..haha..apologise to them n hurry down to meet them...den the whole afternoon stay in mac studying for tml CM..hm..n i think of her again..thinking of how she taught me when tt tym i'm taking CM too which is CA period..n i scored quite a good result fer tt..all thk to her..n now she was not here from me..so to win her back..i muz study hard..yayy!!study hard..score well in exam..

hmm..kk stop here le..wanna hav a quick dinner n bath den get myself ready fer tml first battle...she is having exam too...i wish tt i can be thr for her..but i dun think she wish to see me ba..uh..nvm..think i will juz send over my wishes to her..oh ya!! ALL THE BEST TO EVERY FREN TAKING EXAM...JIA YOU!!!

(o_O)v

counting on..1..2..3......................

2006-02-21T15:28:00.000+08:00

still counting on..1...2...3....4....oh..its the fourth days le..hm..still waiting silently ba..nth much happen tis few days..i'm still bucking up from wat happened..sometime realli feel so useless la..
had tot quite alot tis few nights...finally wake up le..study is still the most important things during tis period...somemore its exam period..wanna pass every modules n get to year two..-prays- somehow i still hope tt i can talk to her..haa..telling her..though i may hav change alot physically..But i'm still e old 'dabao'...i din change..fer yr nid more time to understand me wellx..hmmx..gonna revise my work le..aiming fer all pass n if can i will strike fer As...haha..i'm dreaming again..lolx..

day 2

2006-02-19T01:54:00.000+08:00

its 2nd day le...hm..time realli pass by faster n faster...yawn! went out for work as early as 7am in e morning..haa..juz reached home not long ago nia..lucky today str home else otherwise only 2 plus 3 am then can reach home...bleah..tml 7 again..argh!!tml gonna to hav mani work to do...ha..one whole year 365 days 48hr sia..we are robots le..heh..kk..gonna onk onk le..yawn!..ciaoz..

my starting day

2006-02-17T18:03:00.000+08:00

today!!a brand new day for me...i had decided to make today my first day of waiting for her...
yayy..finally changed my blog skin le..But not realli like tt pic..should hav insert pic of myself instead..haa..hm..its rainning now..so decided to stay back wif fren in library for self revision..EXAM nearing le..still remember my promise to her..muz work hard n try my best to obtain As for my modules..work hard work hard!!hehs..ciaoz..

2006-02-16T20:31:00.000+08:00

TESTING TESTING YOUR BLOGGIE!!!

why cant ppl understand??

2006-02-16T16:39:00.000+08:00

can anyone tell me wat did i do to deserve all tis??
everything happen so sudden, i was not told wat really happening n wat i noe n my pirority is to save everything, save my frenship, relationship, my reputation, n my conscience..nevertheless tt i noe things get worser...haix..when things happened did anyone ask abt me??everyone came to me juz having in mind tt i'm in wrong, rite!..eu may hav said i'm not the wrong one, buT in their mind i am....
so wat did i do??accused a fren??which maybe somehow or somewhere i did which i dun noe ba..even if so y cant eu juz confornt me??But eu 'an jian shang ren' tt the wrong of eu...eu had accused me, insult me more, n causes so much trouble in my relationship, i noe concern fer fren is good, BUT can eu differentiate between 'giveing advice' n 'interfer'??honestly yr attitude had causes alot of anger in others, n watevea shit eu gave are all yr assume rite..wat my tone n my msg so on the..fer watevea explaination i gave fer yr accusation on me, eu will surely hav sth against it de, n for goodness sake man, fer watevea eu said is so 'MAO DUN' eu noe..but i guessed eu dun realise...for rite start in the beginning eu shouldnt hav get yrself invlove de..so much things had happened is becuz eu nv asked...hey YOU is asking tt difficult??thus misunderstanding arox..n its getting beiGger n bigger like snow balls..n yr juz throw the balls on me...honestly i had been showing mercy but eu juz seen to treat me as tortoise...fer all i noe even if i'm wrong , its not totally my wrong, i suffered wat i dun derserve...kae..sincerely wanted everything to a stop, i can throw away my diginity n apologise..but dun eu think eu should too??n y din i wan to say sry in the beginning??did yr ever think before??its becuz if i apologise, everyone will thinks i'm totally the wrong one n i'm making things big, but tt nvm..wat i mind is eu my buddy cant walked out the darkness..still thinking tt watevea things eu are still rite de...tt will cause eu trouble soon or later...n i swear i really mean well de..

How cum when i'm realli hurt n feeling really sad...everyone hav the rite to feel sad...but y not me??i'm human too..i juz merely wanna tell others how i really feel, but thr is ppl hu see it as actting ke lian(pity)...yyyyyyy???

haix..dun wanna continue le..no matter wat other think..as long as my heart is conscience can le...to her..i'm realli sry..as things happened really sudden..i'm sry to hurt eu deeply...

lonely valentine

2006-02-14T08:50:00.000+08:00

haix..its valentine day!!yay..my first v. day wif her..hmm..waited fer her call fer e whole night..haha..like so anxious man..when phone ring..i will be so happy..but end up its others hu call..bleh..lol...angela jie asked me to call her instead ba...but i din..cuz i noe she muz be v tired le..somemore she is having so many tests tis week...so i juz msg her..msg twice..once when i found tt she is like fell asleep le..sec when i'm slping soon..n i miss her so much..so i decide to msg her again..till now i'm still waiting fer her to msg...i really hope tym will wash away all obstacles and bring us close again..haha..may god bless..trust e lord..hm..frankly quite envious those get to listen to their lovee on tis day..hehs..can la..muz try to ti liang ti liang ma..ciao..

stress

2006-02-13T10:53:00.000+08:00

hm..dun hav e tym n energy to blog le...havda wait till holiday ba...cuz stress by life la..exam nearing le..EXAM man..its final sem exam le..*worryyy* then came on its busy working period too..i'm a working freak kae..like to work de..bleh..den abt my relationship wif her..i leave it to fate le..thr ups n downs..wat i can say is i cant let go of her...but will she let go of me??i'm missing the old times whr we are so close..as now we dun le..can understand de la..k..i admit..i really miss those hug from her..n the closeness we use to hav..everything is improving..hope things will get better..hehs...muz cherish her more than ever..sometime I really find her so cute..*grin*..kae le..gonna stop here n continue my project le..tml thr is a presentation..argh!!

hmm..

2006-01-21T02:52:00.000+08:00

er..wat shall i write neh...ehh..kae..the feeling is back again..haix..low..feeling low..er..y cant she juz couldnt understand more abt me...does she really don noe wat when wrong...or she thinks she had done nothing wrong...kae la..its not tt i like to be picky la..but as eu can see..when thing is stamped in front of eu le..how can eu pretend tt eu nv see it??...she is not her old self le..the problem is..she see no change..n blaming me e one tt change...but seriously..in my situation..i dun think mani guys can cope wif it de..
haix..why cant behave in the way same as before...n treat me as well as before...aft a talk wif her..in the beginning..eu can see tt she is starting to turn back le..but sadly..she back to the way i dislike..sigh..in my mind i got alot of things to share wif my lovee...but can she be thr??if not wat can i do??i got lots of lots of question in my mind...how does she really feel???does she really still feel the same as before towards me??doea she really fully accept me??can she behave like before??can she still treat me like before??haix..so on ba...some tym i'm really vexed n stress..but hu noe??i dun really like to show others tt i'm feeling stress or low...i always like to bring a smile to face other...n thus i really need tt someone to stand by me n close to me n willing to share everything wif...when everytym i rise a problem...end up i will always be accusing to be the one at fault...nvm..might as well take it lor...wat piority is others happy can le..
WHAT MOST IS...I CHOSE HER..N NO MATTER WAT I WILL STILL STAND BY HER!!

sigh..haix..

kae...put those sad things aside ba...yoyoyo...lets talks abt today gathering ba...
1F01 ROX...lol...still remember the game"hai dai ya, hai dai" lol...tt funnie sia...
went ze hao's condo fer gathering to celebrate bdae of JAN's baby...lol...happy bdae wei hern,kah hwee,alvan.......lol
n "THANK" wei hern n darryl fer throwing me into the pool...remember..i will get it back..ARGH!!..hahaha...omg..n its so wet sia..n so heavy..lucky i had brought an extra set of clothes...den left aound 10 plus..share a cab wif mates..n while in the cab..we start discussing abt the venue for celebrating bdae of differnt month baby...lol..FEB is WILD WILD wet~~wow cool..got bikini..lol..kidding..nv went before..so think it muz be quite interesting ba..yea..btw hope everyone will pass exam wif rainbow..lol..n 1F01 shall stick as one..~~make a wish~~n hope thing btw me n her will get better~~

2006-01-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

hey yea!! Had my hair cut today..yayy..finally..lolx..everyone is nagging lor.."ah heng ah..ah ma say how mani tym le yr hair like kiam cai*(salted veggie)so messy n long still dun wanna cut ar"...lol..my reply will always be soon la...soon la..
so yayy..chee char char..finally get it done..
so met yichao n kel lo n went fer hair cutting session..along the way we chatted alot..on school stuffs ar...daliy live ar..so on ba..hmm...everyone seen to grow maturer le..looking back at myself..am i the same??back in sch..all my classmates were mostly older than me...n wat i dun like is they will always treat me as little child.. :( haiz...sad case la..but pls lor..i'm not k..i may not look really tt mature but wat i seen n wa i know n my thinking way may not be far behind yr..bleh...
back to the hair cut...haha..reached lakeside mrt station le..n it was still raining..n so we decide to walk thru e rain le..haha..though its uncomfortable being wet wet de..but spending tis tym chatting is a way of relaxing ba..lol..
I had doze off when e aunt cut my hair..haha..n she said.."wei!! xiao di..if eu keep on moving yr hair will be cut unbalance de..then no choice i had to shave EVERYTHING off le...omg..imagin be4 going fer 3 mth torturing outdoor holiday to tekong..i'm alreadi botak..hahah...haix...
hmm..think thing are getting better le ba..no matter wat..i really hope tt eu noe..my heart is always fitted fer eu n no one else..hmm..

2006-01-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

hahaha..i'm back le..bleh..
hmm..dunno y sudden feeling like blogging...lol..maybe i got alot to sae..but there is no one i could sae to..
er..haiz..confused?i'm confused wif everything now...life,ppl,thing,feeling..n watevea more...i'm vexed??yea..white hair do grew more nowadays..hahaa..but hu care..living thing tend to get older..
haiz..sigh...finally i reliease sth..which is not everyone thinks alike like eu, n eu cant make everyone thinks alike like eu...sigh...wat a saying.."treat others well;others will treat eu well" phew ah!!WHERE GOT SUCH THING!! sigh..so i had decided sth..love myself more...think fer myself be4 others...dun care abt hu die as long as eu survive....eu may say i'm selfish...but tis true...everyone is like tis...dun ever DENY...tt it fer today..bye

chapter 1

2005-10-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

went fer appointment todae. . . .e cut on my eyeball is under control but docs spotted sth again. . .abt the depth of e cuts. . . dunno wat too deep le then dunno wata they said la. . .the docs was juz busy discussing. . .n end up telling me things i cant figure out. . . .again boring la. . .tml n next mon still needa go fer checkup. . .will hav to waste my tym waitin there again. . . .hav to wait fer so long long loooooo.....whooo....oops sorry almost fall asleep. . . .hees. . . .
"full stop"
bye(0_*)ah!!

BLEH.

2005-10-14T14:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO. =) hahh. someone is too lazy to blog.. asked me to blog.. okayy. hahs. YAYY. new timetable is out le.. i'm still in the same class.. hahahaha.. yayys. my friends are still in the same class.. yay. hehess. hopefully yiyi wont bully me with his orange file anymore.. hahh. tan yiyi you watch out ahhh. =)

hmms. zhengheng changed class lehss. poor thingg.. wonder if his ex classmates changed with him too.. blahs. oh wells. new environment yeah? means making more friends! hhaha.. kinda tough at first.. but after a while.. its the same lahh. then can have wider circle of friends wad! lol. oh yahs. he went doctor early this morning.. doctor said needa go see specialist alreadyy! aiyo. poor thing sia. tmr and monday still needa go back to see doctor.. blehx. school starting soon le.. yet his eye still not well..

hmms. get well soon yahh! x) ermms. at least he has his zen micro! hahh. tay zhengheng bought a zen micro cann!! so rich, SIA. =) hees. i shall save up for an ipod nano. YAYY. can store pictures wor! hehess. i likee.

okayss. think i've written enough.. hope my fei zhu gets well.. =(

*__pang zhu.`

suay! !

2005-10-14T00:43:00.000+08:00

wooo. . . . .hello! hahaha..i'm bck again. . .hax..tis few days restin at hme then gt tym to post sia..may hav some spellin errr....cuz eye blur blur de..long story sia..hurt my right again...ouch!!painful leh...quite "lay chay" lorr...cant see ath...juz cover my eyes fer 3 days...urgh..tired of staying at hme le...
tt stupid *** doc sia.. ask hime if i could hospitalised...n he rejected it..sian lor..therefore insurance cant claim...end up visiting e hospital continueously fer three days..somemore so early wor...

start to relief when knowing tt i'm recovering my vision...HU NOE!!during today appointment doc said he spotted sth weird in my eye....omgawd...he uses needle n pick out some tissues out from my eye manx....can u imagine..sharp needle leh..juz poke into yr eye...argh...kae then back hme...sharp thing seen to like me lot...kae i admit..i had swallow a visible fish bone...blehx...jux damn suay...tt it..dont feel lyk carrying on le...

oh yar...a special thk to my special one...eu noe hu eu r!!(0_*)

back wor..

2005-08-22T14:54:00.000+08:00

back to life again..hahahax..in library nw...yeah..acc her and her malay fren which i dun really noe de ...kinda weird but its soon or laters de laa.....

anw nowaday was busying wif my sch work & work ba...so doesnt blog so often le..arghx....talk abt school work..really f**k up le..nowadays sch work really stress up..project really has no ending...on hand there are already 5 project le..among them 3 of tt deadline are getting nearer le..

sianx..this thur still need to present IAC(stupid sub)bo liao de.....follow on next week there will be 4 module test le...arghx...really really fast sia...then this week i still work everyday.. haizzz...so hav not much time for her le...ya lor.. howcan i leave her alone sia...but later on..think still no time for her sia.. how.......but horr...still think tt she will hav herself company by her sista de..hahahaax...hohoho..but i dun think her sistas will be there all thetime...so family will do their part de..hahahax..but i had promise to be there for her when i'm free..yeah..i did tt..so yea..in e library wif her now...hehehex..will love her lotas..

okae..gtg le..be back again...

low

2005-07-01T17:21:00.000+08:00

er...feeling extremely low today...tt all...dun wanna continue le.._
im feeling sad... why... why.. why is zixian taking so long to walk here.. whyy..
why is my life so sad...
why...
if low mood=sadd
System.out.print("I AM SADD")
-To BE Continued-Bye!

fcuked up day.

2005-06-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

hies to all.. ahahas.. today.. my day... sucked.
firstly ar.. in the morning my lappy's battery dieddd. ahahahas.. went kap for breakfast.. and there wasn't a freaking power plug arnd.. macs suck! woows.
kiddin. heh,heh. lolx. anywayys. phone's battery died toooo.. why is all the battery arnd me dying?! whyyyy.
maybe cos i drain up their energy.. ahahahas.. so that all the battery arnd me cant be used anymore.. hehehes... =)
yeah. i'm a battery drainer. fcuked up day. there it is!
anw. nth else to say le. ahahas. buhbyeees. x)

i'm finally back again.

2005-06-28T18:03:00.000+08:00

heyys. ahahas. zhengheng sucks. lolx. he's too lazy to blog.. so now.. as friends.. we're helping him UPDATE his blog and keeping it ALIVE. woows. lolx. ahaas.. anw. now now. he leads a sadded lifeee. lol. he's so lazy that he doesnt even update his dead blog that hasnt been updated for TWO months. alrighty.

me : so heng. how do you feel right now?
heng: i wanna piss
me: no im not gona let you go to the toilet.
heng: no you have to. or else i'll piss in my pants. YOU HAVE TO.
me: noo waayyy. lol. *holds his legs*
zixian: -no comments-
heng: idiot.. dun play already laa...
me: heh. who cares about you.
heng: zixian.
me: alrighty. ask him to help you piss then..
zixian: i dun give a damn about that sucker.
heng: nooo. why doesnt the world care about meeee. *sad look*
me: lalala.

-heng runs to the toilet with a expanded bladder-

alrighty. good byes to all.

tataaaa. =) this nice lil entry is done by heng's most hated friend, christina. [hooray!]

a Dae..

2005-04-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

time 12:36aM...haix..cant get into my dream n decided to post a post here..err..todae..eh..let me hav a refresh 1st...hmm..k..wake up as early as 9:30am n follow my parent to moi mum's beauty shop..hav my breakfast with them at e nearby coffeeshop..n went to xian's hse..everyone arrived n i was late:p..lolx..after reaching..started our W.L.A.N(wireless lan area network)PARTY...started off by CS..hahax..this time round i gt improve..killed quite alot of opp..but sth happen in between..n i gt agitated..then raise my voice at bud..n said sth unreasonable bahx...as 4 for this i think moi bud is angry with me le..therefore i felt gulity n i think i shld owe him a sorry..haix..let carry on...soon after playing for the whole morning..everyone felt tired n hungry&thirsty...but waiting for so long..guess wat the host gave us??branded four leaves brand plain bread..one roll of orae biscuit shared by five..wat a host he is..we even need to "beg" for tt one cup of water...lolx..around 5 plus we decided to end e party...n i went back to moi mum shop again..tried some facial stuff..sth funny occur..while moi mum poke on my pimples..the pain had make me shouted out loud n scared one of her client..lolx..it is really painful..around 8 plus helped my mum pack up for e dae n together with my family we went for dinner..ah!!!then fianally hav a greet meal for e dae le..hmm..actually everytime i had alot of things to write but cant help "yuo xing wu li"mahx..orhx..tell u more in my next post..tml is another busy dae le..24hR seen to be nt enough lehx...
*****END*****
alONe 27/04/2005

sadness n happiness....

2005-04-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

time11:21pm yo!!i'm back again....wah so touching manx...e NKF charity show..i was touched but not becuz of those dangerous perform by e actor n actress la...instead i was touched by those kidney patient...i really pity them for nt having a beautiful life..some of them who at 1st lead a happy life but when illness strike no one can avoid..seeing them suffering e only thing i can help is to DONATE donate & donate...n of cuz i donate is nt becuz of the attractive prizes la...
hmm...let change e topic or my tears will flow...lolz..jkjk...yesterday went to sim lim n change the idotic mouse...after tt we went to yiyi's work place(GV marina)..e mall there had changed alot after the major renovation..n we went to play pool...hahax...talk abt tt..i can't believe tt i had six consectitive win...*hint*my "mi jue" is becuz of e baby powder:p...after tt me n clem went to hav some snack be4 we share a taxi back home...hahax..thinking abt tt i juz can't stop laughing lolx...while in e taxi we had discuss abt our future "BIG PROJECT"lehx so big until i believe S'pore unemployment rate will be zero0...after reaching hme ..i went out again with my family for dinner with my dad's lawyer buddy...n having a great time chatting around...
Today is juz another usual dae...if i was to tell everything then i will hav to burn midnite oil looooo........meet moi buds n acc wai cheng to NYP from then we finally noe y NP n SP are so popular...then we went to seletar air bass to collect application form for joining SYFC while yiyi submit his...i brought hope there but it flop when i was told eyesight 300 n above cannot join...haix..sianx..then went to play pool again...lolx..get addicted to it le...go poly muz join this eca...so tt all for today le...*oh ya!!almost forget abt tt...hahax..sth ridiculous happened today...its i had became a"SISSY"...who almost going to show his precious part of his body to passengers on board e MRT...lolx..+++enD+++
alone 19thApr2005

hmm...

2005-04-17T14:03:00.000+08:00

time 2:o3pm...time flies...one year had gone...suddenly i feel like telling everyone about my feeling now...so..oo...o.....o...oo....i decide to write it here....i still remember a year ago i promise a ger tt if i can get into e same poly as her..i wish tt she will give me a chance n accept me...n so ever since tt dae i study hard n prepare myself for e o level...in between many obstacles occur n finally my hardship is paid off....i manage to get into e same poly as her..maybe tt fate bahx..i had been hoping for chance to come...where i can sound my view to her again n let her noe tt i really like her...my buds have urge me to give up but i noe i can't...although it is hurt when i was rejected by her..tt kind of feeling is miserable...it had been sometimes when i really gave it a thought..am i good enough for her??can i give her wat she want??do i suit to her criteria??many many more qns pop up to me....maybe i'm juz lack of confidence...as i'm neither this nor tt...wat am i to her..as for her points she could find a boi thousand times better than me......AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!(stop)lolx..k i think i will stop here as today there is a limit of things to talk abt..."god ar"..how cum i can sense tt when i grew older i'm less talktive as ever but having a serious attitude towards life...Is this good or bad neh??
((((end))))
alone17th/april

woooo!!

2005-04-15T23:39:00.000+08:00

time 11:39pm
If threads were love...

I'd have enough to weave your heartstrings into mineIf stars were love....

mine for you would shine the brightest in the night skyIf love had a color....

it would be the blue of your eyesIn my garden.....

you would be the most precious of bloomsIf love had wings....

you could race the cloudsThe taste would be of the finest wine on your tongueThe touch...

of a baby's breath on your cheekThe warmth would melt the sands of the earth into a breathtaking heart of glass

Take my tears....as coins...and know wealth untold

//EnD//
aLone15th apr

a MeAningFul dAy

2005-04-03T18:04:00.000+08:00

time6:04pm wow!!wat a greet day it is..wake up early in e morning..had my zhao chan n start preparing for afternoon event le..hav all the material organise up for afternoon tombsweeping...all along every years i hav been following my family to go shao mu n i enjoy this day alot...as the whole family gather up cuz of the busy days we does nt uaually gather together unless special occasion...in e meanwhile i heard a crying sound from e kitchen i tot my cousin had been bite by sth on his butt manx!!hu noe he had a fish bone choked..aiyo such a grown up boy le still can be choked..then he was acc to e hospital by aunt...we then left the hse at around 1pm n went to cck cemetry..this time round we decide to go to the "bunglow"one 1st to pay our respect to my 1stgreatgrandgranny...hax..cuz of the unpredictable weather!!wah..it is quite tiring finding yr way up the hill as everywhere are e tomb,road are narrow&depatch n e sun were shining fiercely..hahax..it was even more tiring when on e way up yr mouth hav to keep on saying "jie guo!!jie guo!!"cuz in chinese belief when u walk over others tomb u will hav to say excuse me!!then after tt we pack n went to the "condo"one..this year is much easier as we does nt need to go mandai as my greatgrandpa ash were shift to cck le n my grandaunt de 30 years time up la so move from e "bunglow"to "condo"n juz next to my greatgrandpa...hahax...veri fang bian horx..when we reach there while we were unloading e food n incense paper...we heard a 'PIANG' sound n saw e food dropped on e floor...haix..my younger sistax muz hav saw a shuai ge then whole boby turn "jelly" n dropped e food which she was holding on to..hahax..wat a waste of e deli...suddenly e sky turn dull n rain drops touched e ground..lucky we are sheltered...but then we still hav to stand under e the rain to burn the incense paper...e only thing i scare is tt will i be tt unlucky n get strike by lightning..haiz..shou mu going enough le n we r going hme soon..be4 we went back...we coincidence met my relative n it happen tt i was took two female among them were moi cousin cum biao jie..but then all e female seen to be in their twenties..hahax abit old le..but nvm though i dun really noe hu are the two at least all of them are pretty leh..better than most of the contestants in miss S'pore..aiyo..talk about tt horx..yesterday watched they compet i felt like vomiting manx..miss S'pore standard DROP like hell le..is there really no beauty le mah in this little dot island...soon the days is going to end le...hope tt "ming tian hui gen hao""tml will be a better day"...oh ya..also hope tt my biao di will recover soon...too pity he nv went with us today instead he went to fish up his 1cm bone...moi 1st aunt still gave a lame idea...she said next time if this thing happen again we muz burn a cat into ash n mix it with water n drink it...as she say cat eat fish mah..hahahahaxx.......
----End----
alOne{03-04-2005}

무슨 괴괴망측한day(o_O)까!!

2005-04-02T19:17:00.000+08:00

time7:17pm... 그러나 모두는 쇼 빨간 표시 오늘의le을 쓰기 위하여 나는 여기bah...n매우 끝낼 것 을... 나가 생각하는 것 을 모두를 본 간to??they사라지는le..damn무료한 남자를... 한 곳에 녹색...AH!!!!GODar... 그래서 이다 나 감각guide..haiz..why을 위해 새로운post..to탐색을 배치한것을 결정한다 그래서 병자...haiz보다는 좀더 나의 마력이 나의 집의 끝에서 그것... 여기 &there..here의 말에 평온했던... 나 걸은 & 거기서time..do의 무수했던 온라인으로 전체 일을 위해 참담하게...adnormally... 도려내고 있다 것 을haiz..what은today??please!!can일어남 어떤 것 말한다 나에게 이다......^^eNd^^
혼자^02/04/05^

a BoRing dAe!!!

2005-04-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

tIme.....8:03pm!hahax..moi 2nd post since the beginning...in between there is such a big gaps of daes..paiseh!!...cuz of my busy schdule n sometime ^lazy^ la..haz.nth unusal happen on me todae..as normal wake up when butt is heated by e morning sun rays..met my buds at xian's hse to settle sth tt deal with IT again..it has been quite a long period since my last visit to his hse le..i came earlier be4 my buds n reached his hse at 10:27am n happened to see xian's mum..e 1st expression she gave me was "SHOCK"!!follow by she asked me a qn..."are u zhengheng?""the one hu once came to my hse n fix a meal which is to be use for presentation in sch....."..n she looked around me n carry on again.."u had totally change hu is from tall & thin ----size much more 'bigger'hor.."but actual Yi Dian shld as well say grown fatter la...ahhahax..ermz...we then left his hse in a hurry at around 12pm as i had to rush 2 e hospital for my eye check up..as for y i need an eye check up it will be a long story if time allow i will post it some other dae bahx..k let me carry on..upon reaching the hospital at around 1 plus we were kept waiting for abt 2 hrs watching many ppls walking in & out & seeing ppl hu came after me attended by e doc 1st & false alarm came upon many times when doc saying names tt sound like mine ...as this was more intolerate when e nurse gave me an idiotic reason when i approached her..."sorry!!maybe the doc is late"kao!!!no choice juz carry on wait lor...awhile later i saw a CHIO docter holding on to a portfolio n said "TAY ZHENGHENG"finally it was moi TURN le can said tt 'my patience was paid off'..hahax..she was so beautiful which made me abit shy le..hahax..after moi appointment we went to Causeway point roaming around wasting my BaoGui time....sianz..S'pore is juz a small dot nt much entertainment area to go..when the sun finally say goodbye for the day we decide to return to our warmth nest le...reached hme makan,slack,chat....haiz....btw is todae aPril fooL???but y is it so calm ever since i left sch le!!..................................................................................................................................
...............................................................EnD.................................................................
aLone(aPril fOOl apr 1st)

all by myself....

2005-02-26T01:16:00.000+08:00

tIme is AM 1:18....the veri first hrs n mins i started my journey to discover the beauty n devils in my live...
aLone<26feb05>